||[Apr. 11th, 2011|05:16 pm]
this and read things like this. Like I was listening to that song and went "whoa the lyrics go 'keep breathing/keep searching" and then I was like "I should get 'keep breathing' tattooed on one forearm and 'keep searching' on the other one" but then I was like, "wait, fuck searching, all this searching is making me feel exhausted and fucked up," so I thought maybe I should make "let go of searching, let go of breathing" into my motto, because, y'know, "stop breathing" is a shitty motto. All I want to do is listen to music that sounds like |
Maybe if I did a hundred tarot readings or meditated so hard I got unstuck in time?
Actually the problem is just that I'm broke which means I'm stressed about money pre-emptorily and then there are all these other things stressing me out on top of that like complicating each other at a geometric rate. How vague. To wit:
-clothes (I don't have a whole pair of jeans right now #SYNECHD)
It is basically a list of the most popular nouns.
Also there is a cardinal who keeps trying to get into the hallway window and Alex's window which makes me think maybe the cardinal isn't my omen but maybe since the hallway is a common area it isan omen for everyone. Bye